the effin gay fact about life

    You know what's the saddest thing that can happen into your life? It is when you look back and regret the things that you did in the past. Today while I was browsing, I had the time to re-visit my old accounts on photobucket dot com and since its been nearly 4 hours and I'm still looking for that particular photo, I kind of bumped into this album that had my old high school photos. I realized I'm not the same person anymore <- happened too soon right?. lol Well I've changed so much and I'm still having doubts whether to be proud of it or not. I deplored many things particularly the things I had in high school. I have let people ruin my life, so in return, I ruined theirs too. A lot of people hated me I guess?

     I also lack the confidence to approach other people then (even now), I was too shy, I think that is one of the reasons why I haven't matured much. The lack of exposure I had with the world which could have been a good aid into knowing myself and to the countless of other things that happened to me. I don't know what's my real status right now but I am really confused at the moment, a bit chaotic. I'm a mess. Bear this in mind people "Being timid is dumb!" you'll end up like me. I haven't done something great so far in my life, and its shitty and I'm having some shitty moments right now, so imma end it here. ( Just some random rant. I'm okay now ^_^) .